Thursday, January 28, 2010

problem

why does everyone has to have problems?I ask myself why do I always such in trouble?I hate that I want to have a life without problems....But lets say how could be the world without problems?Let me tell you I would be the worst of everything!!!Today I went to school and I had 3 classes that i have to attend...I cant miss any of them.If I am absent 3 times my teacher can drop me...sounds not good....But being late to class is sucth a terrible thing because you miss the whole point...what the heckk...Today I also learned that there is no good people around me...Someone tried to make me believe what ever lies she is saying something about a really important person for me by hiding her real identity....F...ing b....c!!!!and you know what that person who does it someone close to us.....wowwwww....OMG......!!!hEY My dear friends you all need to learn not to trust and tell everthing about yourself....This an experience of the life....you can trust me anytime....and trust me on this too....Zip your mouth and keep it close....Just listen and look, you will see everthing....I still tell you to trust me.:D:D:Dtake care buddies..

Thursday, January 14, 2010

!!!

Fırst of all hello...to who??whatever ...my lıfe has been changed and ıt goes well because noow ı am ın my natıve country...TURKIYEEE...Everthıng ın here makes me happy and sensıtıve..Lıfe thought me lots of thıngs that ı need to learn...And ıt never stops...I am gonna be ın the USA on Januay 25th..I am quıte sad..I wıll mıss everythıng over here...I wanted to travel the days whıle ı am here to Syrıa wıth usıng my Turkısh cıtızenshıp..there ıs no vısa for Turkısh cıtızens and I am a Turkısh as well you know...But ıt ended wıth whole sadness..because they dıdnt let me go ın to Syrıa ..ask me why??? Ok be ready to hear that..The reason was ı am an Amerıcan cıtızen...that's whyy...ı dıdnt know that they dont let US cıtızens ın Syrıa..If I knew that why would ı try to go there wıth my US cıtızenshıp...I was dıssappoınted...They kept me there for 11 hours to gıve me vısa,but ı've got so mad and ı changed my mınd to go there.I told them "Everythıng ı ve ımagıned for Syrıa has changed that ı ımagıned"whatever so I experıenced that sıtuatıon..I tell you never trust anyone when you want to go dıfferent country..

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Change...

Hey people..I was checking my blog sometimes to see did anyone wrote something,but no one did...So I am going to write something about being out of the LINC program..It feels exciting...I loved it.Now I am taking five different courses.Three of them is still about English..The others are Math and Women's Studies..My math class is cool because I was afraid from Math,but I shouldn't have Iguess I will do better and my teacher is such a professional on his job and his kindness to students makes you feel confident...And my other class is Women's Studies.It is about Feminizm..The power of women's in this world...How we are equal to men and how succesful we are...Now only one thing makes me feel terrible how AM I GOING TO PAY for THE TEXT BOOKs?cause they are pretty expensive for my budget... Hope everthing is perfect for you guys..

Friday, May 1, 2009

ARE YOU LUCKY?


Could you be lucky,if you fall in love with your best friend?I was thinking about that because I listened a song on the radio.The singer was Jason Mraz and the name of song was "lucky".The song was saying "Lucky I am in love with my best friend,Lucky to stayed where I have been"Can you be lucky?I think when you say your love to your best friend,you can lose her or have her forever.Is that a good idea to take risk?You have fifty-fifty chance.Would you put in a risk your friendship?Who can be really brave to say that?.I think about"Could I do that,if I fall in love wit my best friend?"lots of questions,can't answer...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Guy

Hello guys,today I want to write about one of my costumers.He is a hispanic and middle of age around 45 or less.I worry about him because he was coming mostly,when I was there.Beginning of the day he was buying 2 cans of beers after morning he was coming and buying 8 cans of beers.That was never changed,but nowadays he doesn't come and I worry about his health and life.My worries about him still contunies.I hope he is okay and healtly.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Bad Mornign

Hi guys.I didn't write long time.I can't find any good topic to write about and it makes me to not write.Today I was coming school with my friend.She picked me up from my houes and I said her"Good morning".She was driving the car and I was looking stuptly to outside.I saw a young man and an old man were fighting.Young man hit the old man's head with his feet,when he falled down to floor.Old man was screaming to people "Call the cop"as many time as he could,but people just drove their car and gone.Because nobody wanted to be in a fight and get in trouble in the morning.That was very odd.Some people fight on the sidewalk in the morning.Anyway I told my friend "Not a good morning huh? I didn't mean,when I said "Good morning"?"After everthing I hope the old man is just fine!!