Thursday, January 28, 2010

problem

why does everyone has to have problems?I ask myself why do I always such in trouble?I hate that I want to have a life without problems....But lets say how could be the world without problems?Let me tell you I would be the worst of everything!!!Today I went to school and I had 3 classes that i have to attend...I cant miss any of them.If I am absent 3 times my teacher can drop me...sounds not good....But being late to class is sucth a terrible thing because you miss the whole point...what the heckk...Today I also learned that there is no good people around me...Someone tried to make me believe what ever lies she is saying something about a really important person for me by hiding her real identity....F...ing b....c!!!!and you know what that person who does it someone close to us.....wowwwww....OMG......!!!hEY My dear friends you all need to learn not to trust and tell everthing about yourself....This an experience of the life....you can trust me anytime....and trust me on this too....Zip your mouth and keep it close....Just listen and look, you will see everthing....I still tell you to trust me.:D:D:Dtake care buddies..

Thursday, January 14, 2010

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Fırst of all hello...to who??whatever ...my lıfe has been changed and ıt goes well because noow ı am ın my natıve country...TURKIYEEE...Everthıng ın here makes me happy and sensıtıve..Lıfe thought me lots of thıngs that ı need to learn...And ıt never stops...I am gonna be ın the USA on Januay 25th..I am quıte sad..I wıll mıss everythıng over here...I wanted to travel the days whıle ı am here to Syrıa wıth usıng my Turkısh cıtızenshıp..there ıs no vısa for Turkısh cıtızens and I am a Turkısh as well you know...But ıt ended wıth whole sadness..because they dıdnt let me go ın to Syrıa ..ask me why??? Ok be ready to hear that..The reason was ı am an Amerıcan cıtızen...that's whyy...ı dıdnt know that they dont let US cıtızens ın Syrıa..If I knew that why would ı try to go there wıth my US cıtızenshıp...I was dıssappoınted...They kept me there for 11 hours to gıve me vısa,but ı've got so mad and ı changed my mınd to go there.I told them "Everythıng ı ve ımagıned for Syrıa has changed that ı ımagıned"whatever so I experıenced that sıtuatıon..I tell you never trust anyone when you want to go dıfferent country..