Thursday, February 26, 2009

It wasn't a good day

I have never felt so nerveus in my life like today.I went to 5 hour driving school.Tucen drove me there,but we got lost and crazy.The way of that place was in Freeport Sunrise highway.We found the street,but we couldn't get the place where I should go.I called that place to ask where is it.A woman picked up the phone and I asked her how to find that place.And she said "Find the Family Dolar shopping area and park there",but before that she said there was a Chase Bank and make right from C.Bank.We confused and she got mad at us and I said her "I will find it,Thanks"but she said "I want to be sure you get there ."I was like shut the hell up woman,you don't give the right direction and tell me not to hang up on you.And I hung up the phone on her face.After looking around I decided to call again and hoped not to talk again with her.I called and she picked up I asked same thing again and she knew it was me who hung up the phone.She said "You just hung up on me huh? so.."I said politely"Don't get mad it isn't an easy address"and there was no billboard of company so how can you want me to find it easly.I talked to her on the phone and she said me to find number 18 on the old building.I found 16.I looked around like lost.She yelled at me and I raised my head and I saw 18.I said her "Is it that place you meant?"She said go inside,push the button of the elevator and go floor 4.I overheared other people's talking,they were saying"We couldn't find here easly".I said myself "Witch"cause she yelled us on the phone.We were almost having an accident.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I can see what you want to be,but I can't see what you going to be...!!


There is no enemy or best friend without in you.
There is not one world at the outside.
The world created in you.
Feeling of being different of you is just your illusion.
If you think the world at the outside tries to destroy you,then time to have a break.
Go out at this night and just look up to stars..


Perfection for people are to be free from fear of pain,doubt,and loneliness.
Look inside of yourself.
Perfect things are genuine,asset,and love.
They can't limited by time and place.
Don't try to look perfect.
The secret of the thing isn't how you look like,
it is about how much do you want to see deeper....

Monday, February 23, 2009


Hey y'all.How is everthing?I feel happy because there is school waits for me to go,tomorrow.;).My vocation wasn't awesome.I don't like vacotions without doing anything.I was at home all my vocation and my computer broke down.I felt bored and sad because vocation without computer was terribly bad.That's why I couldn't write anthing during the vocation.And I was almost getting to use glass.I read 2 books without stopping and wacthed tv a lot.I borrowed my friends laptop to write something and to watch the Oscar.I chatted with other people who watch Oscar like me.I asked them their opinion and talked nicely.We promised each other to meet on next Oscar event:D.Many of them shocked because of awards.As you know Slumdog Millionare almost got all awards.We all were expecting Benjamin Button could get many of them,but that was a big disappointment for all of us.Anyway they got awards,that's mean they deseved.Yet many of them went home empty hands because of Slumdog Millionare.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009


Hey !Today I want to tell my childhood memory.When I was 6 I went to kindergarden.I actually didn't enjoy.I mean I enjoyed,but I was late to register,so I joined them middle of the season.And there were some kinda snappish girls.I really hate them.They all each were princes,spoilt,and mean girls.They didn't let me play with them.They were 5 girls group,and no one could be 6th one.My teacher was a nice and lovely woman I think she didn't like me,eather.The reason was oneday she was running and making circle around us in the class and boys were extendig their legs and when she was coming ,they were taking it back.I just wanted to do it,and I felt her down because I forgat to take my leg back.She just called my mom and she complained about what I did.That was the most embarrassing moment in my childhood.And end of the school we had a show for all parents to proud of their child.My role was to be an indian.I was cool and I looked different.I liked to be an indian,cause no one did the same thing as me.The all mean girls were same.Same make up,same dresses,same role....Kinda boring huh???(The girls I talked about are behind of me in the picture)

Monday, February 9, 2009

Using the Brain...!!??

(Le Penserv,Thinker Man)

Hi guys.How is everything?If you ask,I am okay.Now,I am thinking about "What is the thing in the world nobody thinks about it,right now..?"This question was in my mind since high school.I asked a lot of peole that question,but I couldn't get any logically answers.Fist time I was like a crazy thinker about to find a new thing.I still think and I am challenging with myself.That question makes me creative,when I think about it.I feel like I will create new things and I believe I have that kinda brain.I found out when I started to think this question and I cought a lot of ideas and stuff without thinking of anything.If you think I should find something new,then it's just waste of time.I want you all to think this question for not to find new things catching the things which is already there...If you get something new it's going to be awesome...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

My Cousin

My cousin is an amazing girl.She is my idol.And she is the best student in her class because she is so smart for her age.Oneday her teacher told her to teach to class as a teacher,but she didnt because she is so humble.Her friends told her to write books they believe her to be more successful than Harry Potter's author,but she said them "I don't have time to write books".And she also a lacrosse player at the school and her teacher begged to her to go to world championship,but she said "I can't leave my school.I am responsible for my school".And she is going to be a billionare of the world and she will help people.And she was almost becoming an actress in the Hollywood,but she didn't like most actors and actress.And she went to American Idol to show herself and she sang awesome and Simon Cowell said"bEST SINGER EVER I SAW",but she said "No,I can't do that.I came here to protest you because of your meanness to other people",but they said "No competition You are American best Idol" and she left because that's not why she went there.And I couldn't believe what she did.I was there and I saw everthing.She is a Rockstar for me.Unbelivable,unforgatable,smart,beautiful,charismatic person in my life.........................JUSTTT KIDDINGGGG.......................,but some of them are true....................

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

The stories of Maiden Tower (In Istanbul)

The story I want to write about sad stories about Maiden Tower.Maiden tower is at the middle of the sea in Istanbul.First story is Hero's and Leondros's bad ending love story.Hero was a nun of Afrodit and she was banned to love by Afrodit.Many years later She had to go to the Afrodit's temple for a ceremony and she met with Leondros.They fell in love to each other.Leondros and Hero've started to make intentions to meet.Hero begun to hold up her tower's lights on for Leondros to find her tower's way easliy at nights,on the sea,by swimming.Leondros was swimming every nights to meet with his deathly love Hero,but oneday Hero's lights turned off at night and Leondros couldn't find the way of the Maiden Tower in the dark sea and he smothered.And when Hero realized his love died,she left herself to the dark sea from Maiden Tower.That was the one of the legend of Maiden tower.

Another one is about father and his daughter's story.One of the King's future teller tells him when his daugther becomes an 18 year old girl,she is going to die by snakebite.So he desided to fix the tower which is middle of the sea and put her daughter there to live safety.Yet people can't change the fate of life.Oneday a punnet was sended to her by someone.There was a snake inside of the punnet,but she couldn't see the snake and snake bite her and she directly died.This one is the most famous story of Maiden Tower.Now Maiden Tower is a restaurant and eating there is pretty expensive,but I believe It's worth it...