Yağmur ve Çay

Bugün doya doya çay içtim bayada özlemişim doğrusu.Havalar sıcakken fenalık geçiriyordum ama artık hava dünden itibaren serinledi ve mis gibi toprak kokusunu içinize çektik.Ciğerlerimiz bayram etti:)) Şuan yıllık izindeyiz ama evdeyiz bir türlü çıkamadık biryerle.Evden çıkamıyoruz çünkü son çıktığımızda Eminönü yapalım dedik beynimiz sulandı kocamla benim:D acayip komik bi durum aslında düşündükçe.Ayılmak için camii avlusunda gölgelik bi yere kıvrıldıkk...OHHH MİSS..Balkonda çay keyfimse anlatılamaz ve paha biçilemedi..Doydum resmen yaa:)

Ciii oluyom

Yazmak istiyorum ama vaktimm yokkk:(((

Yağmurlu Akşam...

Merhaba sessiz blogum.Kimse izlemiyor diye düşünsemde kendi kendimede yazmanın bir zararı olmaz heralde yüksek müsaadenizle...
Şuan evde kıyametler kopmakta:)Trabzon-Fenerbahçe maçı...Eşimin amcalarıyla beraber hararetli bie akşamda maç izlemekteyiz.Bende fırsatı yakaladım 3-5satırda olsa birşeyler yazayım dedim.Maç 1-1 uzatmalarda ama durum çok fena:) Taraftar denilen yaratıklar sayesinde çokda centilmence bir maç olmadı.Sahaya ayakkabımı atanlar kesici aletten tutunuz her zıkkımı attı görmemişler.Neyle ki
hala umudumuz var..Arada beni korku sarmıyor deyil aşırı fanatikler içerisnde eski bir fb'li olarak bende katılıyorum arada yaşasın TROBZONSPOR:D Dönek oldum ben...Neyseki maçbitti suan misafirlerimiz giti bizde Survivor izliyoruz..Acun denen karakteri sevmem ama Allah yürü  ya kulum demiş heryerden herseyden adamın önü çok açık.Nitekim insanlaı kullanarak bu günlere gelmesi hiç hoşuma gitmesede yapacak birşey yok ...Adam izlettiriyor kendini ve öncülük ettiği programları..Bu arada kafayı fena durumda nakiş dikiş örgü işleriyle

 Maç sonraı yorumlarını izliyoruz ama canımız biraz sıkkın...Yenemedik ama yenilmedikte artık önümüzdeki maçlara bakacagız kocacım sen canını hiç sıkma bize heryer Trabzonnnn:D
Tanıştırmadan geçersem balığım üzülür..Onun adı Sakin Prens bu ismi ona esim verdi Bi balık daha almıştık beraber arkadaş olurlarda prensimiz hareketlenir biraz diye ama ne üzücüdürki Kara Sakal'ımız neye alışamadıysa aldıktan sonra çok yaşayamadı dışarı çıktıgımızda eve geldiğimizde ters dönmüş haraketsiz suda duruyordu.Ona kara sakal isminiben verdim kendısı kırmızı dudakları simsiyah aynı şekilde kuyruk kenarlarıda o şekilde ..Rokçı görünümüyle beni cezbetmişti..
Açıkcası çok üzüldüm nasıl atarım onu diye baya bi düşündüm bardagın içine aldım balkon kenarına koydum napsam bilemedim ama eşim baya bi sogukkanlı çıktı onu yan arsada inşaata attı..Canii:) Onun bi suçu yok ben çok cesaretsizdim şuan yan inşaatte bi yatır var :)
Kenarda köşede balığımda ordan size selamları var bilinmeyen alem:)

 Balığımın tek gözü kıpkırmızı acıkcası alırken farketmemiştik ama o bu haliylede evimizin gülü:))

Uzunn zamann

Uzun zaman oldu yazmayalı ve ozledıgımı fark ettım..İngilizce yazılarıma bakıyorum ve gercektende aslında yazmak guzel.Bı sekılde paylasıyorsun bır seylerı.Artık Türkçe yazmaya karar verdim.İngilice yazmamın hikayesi ise ingilizce egitiimi aldıgım yıllara dayanıyor.aöagretmenimiz böylle bir aktıvıde ıstemısdı bir yerde guzel olmustu..

problem

why does everyone has to have problems?I ask myself why do I always such in trouble?I hate that I want to have a life without problems....But lets say how could be the world without problems?Let me tell you I would be the worst of everything!!!Today I went to school and I had 3 classes that i have to attend...I cant miss any of them.If I am absent 3 times my teacher can drop me...sounds not good....But being late to class is sucth a terrible thing because you miss the whole point...what the heckk...Today I also learned that there is no good people around me...Someone tried to make me believe what ever lies she is saying something about a really important person for me by hiding her real identity....F...ing b....c!!!!and you know what that person who does it someone close to us.....wowwwww....OMG......!!!hEY My dear friends you all need to learn not to trust and tell everthing about yourself....This an experience of the life....you can trust me anytime....and trust me on this too....Zip your mouth and keep it close....Just listen and look, you will see everthing....I still tell you to trust me.:D:D:Dtake care buddies..

!!!

Fırst of all hello...to who??whatever ...my lıfe has been changed and ıt goes well because noow ı am ın my natıve country...TURKIYEEE...Everthıng ın here makes me happy and sensıtıve..Lıfe thought me lots of thıngs that ı need to learn...And ıt never stops...I am gonna be ın the USA on Januay 25th..I am quıte sad..I wıll mıss everythıng over here...I wanted to travel the days whıle ı am here to Syrıa wıth usıng my Turkısh cıtızenshıp..there ıs no vısa for Turkısh cıtızens and I am a Turkısh as well you know...But ıt ended wıth whole sadness..because they dıdnt let me go ın to Syrıa ..ask me why??? Ok be ready to hear that..The reason was ı am an Amerıcan cıtızen...that's whyy...ı dıdnt know that they dont let US cıtızens ın Syrıa..If I knew that why would ı try to go there wıth my US cıtızenshıp...I was dıssappoınted...They kept me there for 11 hours to gıve me vısa,but ı've got so mad and ı changed my mınd to go there.I told them "Everythıng ı ve ımagıned for Syrıa has changed that ı ımagıned"whatever so I experıenced that sıtuatıon..I tell you never trust anyone when you want to go dıfferent country..

Change...

Hey people..I was checking my blog sometimes to see did anyone wrote something,but no one did...So I am going to write something about being out of the LINC program..It feels exciting...I loved it.Now I am taking five different courses.Three of them is still about English..The others are Math and Women's Studies..My math class is cool because I was afraid from Math,but I shouldn't have Iguess I will do better and my teacher is such a professional on his job and his kindness to students makes you feel confident...And my other class is Women's Studies.It is about Feminizm..The power of women's in this world...How we are equal to men and how succesful we are...Now only one thing makes me feel terrible how AM I GOING TO PAY for THE TEXT BOOKs?cause they are pretty expensive for my budget... Hope everthing is perfect for you guys..

The bird's of the sea and the fish's of the sky

ARE YOU LUCKY?

Could you be lucky,if you fall in love with your best friend?I was thinking about that because I listened a song on the radio.The singer was Jason Mraz and the name of song was "lucky".The song was saying "Lucky I am in love with my best friend,Lucky to stayed where I have been"Can you be lucky?I think when you say your love to your best friend,you can lose her or have her forever.Is that a good idea to take risk?You have fifty-fifty chance.Would you put in a risk your friendship?Who can be really brave to say that?.I think about"Could I do that,if I fall in love wit my best friend?"lots of questions,can't answer...

The Guy

Hello guys,today I want to write about one of my costumers.He is a hispanic and middle of age around 45 or less.I worry about him because he was coming mostly,when I was there.Beginning of the day he was buying 2 cans of beers after morning he was coming and buying 8 cans of beers.That was never changed,but nowadays he doesn't come and I worry about his health and life.My worries about him still contunies.I hope he is okay and healtly.

Bad Mornign

Hi guys.I didn't write long time.I can't find any good topic to write about and it makes me to not write.Today I was coming school with my friend.She picked me up from my houes and I said her"Good morning".She was driving the car and I was looking stuptly to outside.I saw a young man and an old man were fighting.Young man hit the old man's head with his feet,when he falled down to floor.Old man was screaming to people "Call the cop"as many time as he could,but people just drove their car and gone.Because nobody wanted to be in a fight and get in trouble in the morning.That was very odd.Some people fight on the sidewalk in the morning.Anyway I told my friend "Not a good morning huh? I didn't mean,when I said "Good morning"?"After everthing I hope the old man is just fine!!

0--Zer0--0

Hello guys,I didn't write long time and I think you guys missed me:P;) I was thinking about numbers.Actually I am not very good with numbers,but there is a number makes me thinkful.It is Zero.Meanig of zero is nothing,but when you write it with another number it makes the number big.Zero for me is a miracle.Zero has been used 2000 years.It is also the date of birth of Prophet Jesus.Eventually human being starts from zero.Zero is the start.If we say the first step is the hardest,so then zero is the most important one.It is very difficult to understand of fragile line of zero.It shows Nothing and Lots of thing.There can't be any meaning of numbers without zero,but it is nothing by itself.People think zero is nothing,but they don't know there is no bigger number than zero........

Freak cousin

Hey people!I am annoyed by my cousin.I feel weird,when I talk to him.He never answers me.I think I talk to myself.Why this is happenig to me?I watch something on the net and he interrutps me by listening trance music.It makes me feel fool..He calls me ingenuous.He tells me to cook to him,but when someone breaks your feelings can you cook for them?so sad!!He went to Mexico Cancun last week and he came like red rose !!!He shows me the most awesome club in the Mexico.He says "You can't go in there.They don't except people who is moron like you"..I said "who wants to go?He usually talks so stupid,it makes him humorous and makes me laugh ..!!

Too bad,So sad!!

Today I wanted to make cake.I made it with my whole passion.There was no sugar at home and I went to buy it and I bought it.When I came home,I was so excited to make something.I found the cake's recipe from internet.It was so easy and looking good.I gathered everthing I needed and started mixing them.I did everthing,I have to do.And I tried to turn on my oven,but oOo it wasn't working.What a luck.I am getting so sad,when I think about it.Waste of time,materials and passion. Why these kind of things always happen to me.I am totally disappointed.I feel,I lost my passion about doing something with desire.

America's Best Dance Crew

(Quest crew) (Beat freaks)

Hey buddies!!I was watching the program is called America's Best Dance Crew.It is officially finished,but voting still goes on.It will be done on march 5th.It is challange of sexes.There are 2 dance crew left.Quest crew and Beat Freaks.Quest crew's dancers are Asian guys.Their last performance was awesome.And the other crew's last perfonmance wasn't enough good.Their choreography was too slow and moveless.I didn't enjoy a lot.I voted for Quest crew.I am pretty sure,they deserve the victory..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5_Qih0HTqY .I put their last dance performance.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EEvZm1dJkU&feature=PlayList&p=1952D79A40E5AB1B&playnext=1&index=30

SisteRhooD!!!!

Today I will write something about my little sisters.I wanted to have a sister,when I was about 8 years old.I was the only girl child in my family since 2003.I was really obsessed about to have a little baby sister and I didn't want to be alone anymore.My brothers weren't playing with me about girlie things.I was telling everybody that"My mom is pregnant",but it wasn't true anyway.When I became 13 years old,I was holding my little heaven scent sister.She was a summer child and she is very lovely to people.She loves people a lot.And my another sister was born in 2005.She was a winter child and she was too negative.She was criyng to everything for no reason.And I've got what I wanted.I have 2 sisters,but I grew up.They don't understand what I want and my needs are.They were driving me crazy,but I can do everything for them..Now they live the life what I REALLY WANTED TO LIVE and now their sisterhood relationship is unbreakable.

It wasn't a good day

I have never felt so nerveus in my life like today.I went to 5 hour driving school.Tucen drove me there,but we got lost and crazy.The way of that place was in Freeport Sunrise highway.We found the street,but we couldn't get the place where I should go.I called that place to ask where is it.A woman picked up the phone and I asked her how to find that place.And she said "Find the Family Dolar shopping area and park there",but before that she said there was a Chase Bank and make right from C.Bank.We confused and she got mad at us and I said her "I will find it,Thanks"but she said "I want to be sure you get there ."I was like shut the hell up woman,you don't give the right direction and tell me not to hang up on you.And I hung up the phone on her face.After looking around I decided to call again and hoped not to talk again with her.I called and she picked up I asked same thing again and she knew it was me who hung up the phone.She said "You just hung up on me huh? so.."I said politely"Don't get mad it isn't an easy address"and there was no billboard of company so how can you want me to find it easly.I talked to her on the phone and she said me to find number 18 on the old building.I found 16.I looked around like lost.She yelled at me and I raised my head and I saw 18.I said her "Is it that place you meant?"She said go inside,push the button of the elevator and go floor 4.I overheared other people's talking,they were saying"We couldn't find here easly".I said myself "Witch"cause she yelled us on the phone.We were almost having an accident.

I can see what you want to be,but I can't see what you going to be...!!

FOE

There is no enemy or best friend without in you.

There is not one world at the outside.

The world created in you.

Feeling of being different of you is just your illusion.

If you think the world at the outside tries to destroy you,then time to have a break.
Go out at this night and just look up to stars..

PERFECTION

Perfection for people are to be free from fear of pain,doubt,and loneliness.

Look inside of yourself.

Perfect things are genuine,asset,and love.

They can't limited by time and place.

Don't try to look perfect.

The secret of the thing isn't how you look like,

it is about how much do you want to see deeper....

OscAr!!!

Hey y'all.How is everthing?I feel happy because there is school waits for me to go,tomorrow.;).My vocation wasn't awesome.I don't like vacotions without doing anything.I was at home all my vocation and my computer broke down.I felt bored and sad because vocation without computer was terribly bad.That's why I couldn't write anthing during the vocation.And I was almost getting to use glass.I read 2 books without stopping and wacthed tv a lot.I borrowed my friends laptop to write something and to watch the Oscar.I chatted with other people who watch Oscar like me.I asked them their opinion and talked nicely.We promised each other to meet on next Oscar event:D.Many of them shocked because of awards.As you know Slumdog Millionare almost got all awards.We all were expecting Benjamin Button could get many of them,but that was a big disappointment for all of us.Anyway they got awards,that's mean they deseved.Yet many of them went home empty hands because of Slumdog Millionare.

Childhood

Hey !Today I want to tell my childhood memory.When I was 6 I went to kindergarden.I actually didn't enjoy.I mean I enjoyed,but I was late to register,so I joined them middle of the season.And there were some kinda snappish girls.I really hate them.They all each were princes,spoilt,and mean girls.They didn't let me play with them.They were 5 girls group,and no one could be 6th one.My teacher was a nice and lovely woman I think she didn't like me,eather.The reason was oneday she was running and making circle around us in the class and boys were extendig their legs and when she was coming ,they were taking it back.I just wanted to do it,and I felt her down because I forgat to take my leg back.She just called my mom and she complained about what I did.That was the most embarrassing moment in my childhood.And end of the school we had a show for all parents to proud of their child.My role was to be an indian.I was cool and I looked different.I liked to be an indian,cause no one did the same thing as me.The all mean girls were same.Same make up,same dresses,same role....Kinda boring huh???(The girls I talked about are behind of me in the picture)